Massage Dance
Copyright by Dan Windisch 5/18/00 drdanw@earthlink.net
I have been a licensed massage therapist for
over 25 years.
i massage friends and family,
those i care about,
too sacred to sell.
The major learning experience of my life was/is
massage.
I learned that,
you memorize a recipe ... then become a chef...
learn the the cha cha ... then fly and dance
dervishly ... or slowly.
learn fly fishing ...then joyfully easily
cast...
learn touch ... and be touched.
i let my hands become instruments
of me, my sensitivity,
and of more than me.
At my best Gods love caring, healing,
and peace FLOW through ...
my touches, my strokes,
my caring, the depth, the pressure, the flow,
the oil, the music, the relaxation, the
letting go, the giving, the being an instrument of love and peace
and affirming...
that is massage.
The body I touch ... becomes a touched soul
...
and in my giving ... there is a receiving
... a dance.
what I give flows through me ...
the massage i give ...
is you ... and me ...
and more than you ... and more than me.
a symphony of strokes, speed, intensity,
depth,
an interaction between music, muscle
tightness, lightness and depth of touch.
When i receive a massage
i am naked to the world,
not quite napping,
floating in mild mist meditation,
here, not here,
realities, floating, fully, gently, one
after another blending purrfectly
with that long,, slow,, oiled stroke up my
back,
that deep kneading, tight sore, like-a-rope-stuck-tight,
then released, loosened shoulder muscle.
My ear rubbbed, the ridge of bone never
noticed behind my ear, now gently rubbed.
Toes warmly, oily, royally, treated.
Feet adored rolled squeezed pampered.
I purr, relaxed.
Fingers fondled, stretched, squeezed,
released.
Hand quietly gently raised and held at the
wrist,
arm resting at on the table,
fully relaxed.
Hand turned very slowly in a 12 inch circle...
Fingers and hand SLOWLY open and fold, then
open and fold again.
SUCH BEAUTY!!!!! So much truth.
S-L-O-W-L-Y falling back hand opens like a
flower unto the sun,
gently unconsciously choreographed peace,
and unity, and openness,
then ...
slowly falling forward
the fingers hand close cascading... together.
hand/finger falling friends.
in a peaceful relaxed symphony
that is achingly
beautiful
to behold
and to feel.
Hair tugged and gently rubbed brings back
memories of happy childhood moments...
then the memory is lost in the Joy of THIS
moment.
How many wonderful parts of me!
i droolingly passively, happily wonder, then
forget,
as time loses meaning,
and more parts of me than i ever imagined
existed,
are gently touched, explored, cherished and
released.
I love massage.